Why am I so afraid to disappoint them?
My parents want me to score in the top ten.
My teachers believe I can do it.
Everyone has these hopes for me.
So I feel like I have to be perfect.
One mistake feels catastrophic.
I'm paralyzed by the fear of not meeting expectations.
I can't focus on learning anymore.
I'm only focused on not failing.
The expectations aren't mine, but I've made them my burden.
