Why does my confidence disappear so fast?
I just finished a topic and it made complete sense.
For a moment, I felt sure of myself.
Then a small doubt creeps in.
What if I only think I understood it?
What if I'm missing something obvious?
So I reread it again, searching for the flaw.
The confidence I had a minute ago is gone.
Understanding doesn't feel real unless I question it first.
Maybe the doubt is the pattern, not the proof.
